so this is my 100th post

and unfortunately it's not a happy one. yeah. so i'm officially grounded from doing anything other than my extracurriculars until my parents can trust me again. because i betrayed their trust in going to see snakes on a plane by telling them it was PG-13 when it was R. i thought it was PG-13, but then it turned out to be R and i saw it anyways. but the worst part about it is, my parents are angry at me for different reasons.

my mom's ticked because of the ratings and because of me not checking through with my information. she'll also be really angry when she learns i lied to her face yesterday about who all was there, but i'm telling her that tonight when she gets home. i don't do well with a guilty conscience, i learned that the hard way by not being able to sleep at all last night.

my dad, on the other hand, feels like i played them against each other, because he had already told me no about the movie on a different night, but when he was out of town, i asked mom and didn't tell that i'd asked him previously, so he's all angry about that. problem about my dad: i didn't think that was the problem. i thought the only reason they weren't going to let me see the movie was because it was R. so i'm in deep shit with him and didn't know i was getting myself into it. at least i know what to expect with my mom.

but the long and short of it is this: i can't do anything outside of school, drama, vj, broadcasting, and speech with you guys for a very long time. probably longer than any of us would like.

the only good thing coming out of this is that i'm finding myself again. i realized last night that i can't be the average teenager who hates their parents and doesn't care about their opinion. i've been raised too damn well, apparently, and i can't live with the guilt of lying to my parents about anything. so i'm returning to myself. and we'll see where that takes me. i hope all of you stick around to find the end result.

on a much lighter note: OMFG! school tomorrow!

luv always

lady li